Beautiful Disaster.

YMonday, September 26, 2005
ok so werk was tiring cuz of my freakin cramp!! haha..but it's ok..1st time i took 45mins for my break..cuz i sat in the pantry..ate chilled chicken spicy pasta salad and fruit tea..and then Irfan called...haha..and then talked abt me and my sudden moodswings..all the possibilities..haha..

and then came up wit the idea that i should start dating..!!
tat's like WHoaRh!! haha..im like..NOT READY.!
but then again..its kinda cool aint it..?
but nah...im still waitin for my capricorn..hehe..
im not a star sign freak or neting like tat..but i just wana meet ONE capricorn..
so yeah..BUT irfan told me to start goin out and takin the initiative..

SO..i took ONE..and shittyly im afraid of appearin despo..
haha..WAT the HELL..it's for the sake of just makin frens neways..haha

and soo..i found out that Abg Wan can read bloggsss..so yeah..everyone at home is doin fine...no worries k?? and we all miss you!! and these are some pics of us..

i'll add moree tmr..gona snooozzzeee now...nite!!
_callous_ was here with you at 2:41 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.